Nowadays, I am interested in our political situation.
So I watch a debating program related to the election. = So I watch a debate program related to the election.
At that time I feel satisfied because they have own clear and strong plan for country's future. = At that time I feel satisfied because they have their own clear and strong plan for our country's future.
Compared to the last two fucking presidents, it is great. = Compared to the last two fucking presidents, they're great.
Anyway, it motivates me to improve myself.
And then do I have a directivity like them? = And then do I have a direction like them?
NO, definitely no.
I tried to look up it, but I could = I tried to look for it but couldn't.
I spared 10 years to find it in the theater.
But it wasn't my way.
After I came out from the theater, I worked in several fields. = After I exited the theater, I worked in several fields.
Sometimes I see only money, the other time I strive to find a value in my workplace. 
But it is difficult to match two things.
So today I also am casting away in my life.
Where am I?