Since my 50 years old, I would retire from my career. It remains 14 years. At that time, If I would be alone, I will pay more attention to go to study abroad. = When I turn 50, I want to retire from my career. That is 14 years away. At that time, if I am still single, I will focus on studying abroad.

The major is not related with engineering. I wanted to study about history. I like history of war, geography, and culture. = My major will not be engineering. I want to study history, including war history, geography, and culture.

I would like to forcus on my interest without my future. To make money, get a job, I gave up my interest. My passion was done with my capitalism. So I can't stand to recover it. = I want to focus on my interests without worrying about my career. I gave up my passion to make money and get a job. Capitalism killed my passion, so I really want to recover it.

I think the country among Japan, Taiwan, and Russia. I excepted China. I don't want to be in danger. Maybe, I would go to Russsia becasuse of greenhoust effects. After the death of Putin, Russia will change. = I am considering Japan, Taiwan, and Russia. I excluded China because I want to stay safe. Maybe I will go to Russia because of climate change. After Putin dies, Russia might change for the better.

Looking back, I gave up my 20s. I don't want to go back to my hard time. So my 50s will be happy as student. = Looking back, I gave up my 20s, and I do not want to return to those hard times. I want my 50s to be happy as a student.

NOTE: Reclaiming your true love for history, geography, and culture as a student in your 50s is an inspiring vision for your second life. ^^