I remember that my last confession was 2 = two months ago. 

Maybe, after my American business trip, I would go to a church. My mom ordered me to have the confession in church. Originally, I have to have the confession every month. = I will probably go to church after my business trip to America. My mom told me I should go to confession, as I am originally supposed to go every month.

We have no time to look for ourselves. We are roots from society. = We don't have enough time to reflect on ourselves. We are tied to society.

Anywayy, between you and me, I confessed to a priest that I wasted my time with thinking of things useless. For career, money and lover or something. = Anyway, between you and me, I once confessed to a priest that I was wasting my time worrying about useless things like my career, money, and relationships.

That is not more important than my life. He recommended me to pray of Acts of the Apostles. I suffered from American. It happened my depression again. More serious. = None of that is more important than my actual well-being. He advised me to pray through the Acts of the Apostles. However, after struggling with the US project, my depression returned, and it has gotten even more severe.

To be honestly, I made a decsion to go to American and current companpy. Big cause was by me although my boss, companies are trash unfired. = To be honest, deciding to go to America and joining this company was my choice. Even if my boss and company are terrible, I chose this path.

I haven't committed so sericous crime to go to jail. But I have hurt myself. I heard the proverb "No pain, no gain" from school, parerents. I am sure that pain is perfect and gain is not exact. = I haven't done anything illegal to go to prison, but I have hurt my own mental health. People always say, 'No pain, no gain.' Now I believe that the pain is certain, but the gain is not.

NOTE: Reflecting on your own choices with honesty shows incredible emotional depth and self-awareness. ^^