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1. depression 2. Jeju 3. bone
Lately, I try to excape taking over projects. My depression has percolated into my mindset. I dare to finish my job until my deadline was just around the corner. = Lately, I have been trying to avoid taking on new projects. My depression has percolated into my mindset, and I barely manage to finish my work right before the deadline.
I about to do that. No one notice that how my work style is not efficient. = I am at my limit, yet no one seems to notice how inefficient my work habits have become.
After sprained my left ankle heavily, I haven't run, jogged and walked anymore. = Ever since I severely sprained my left ankle, I haven't been able to run, jog, or even go for proper walks.
I would like to sublimate my depression into coal of my engine. I need to run at my gym. As long as this state, I would be in the bad mood. = I want to channel my depression into fuel for my inner engine, so I need to start running at the gym again. As long as I stay in this state, my mood will remain low.
All day on weekends, I almost slept. I have sublime plans and have to go through. Looking back, my current state is not most terrible at all round perspective. Just no energy. = I spent almost all weekend sleeping. I have ambitious plans that I need to follow through on, and looking back, my current situation isn't the worst I've ever experienced. I just lack energy.
Although I feel painful in my left ankle, I would run. You think you know a guy. I would give up everything. But impossible. I'm greedy. = Even if my ankle hurts, I want to run. People think I might give up, but I won't. I have too much drive.
On second thought, I need to rest, work out and travel. On November to October, My hands will not be full. = On second thought, what I really need is to rest, work out, and travel. From October to November, my workload will lighten up.
At first, I tried to join Marathon at the end of September. It is so hard to run with my ankle. So I would go to Mongolia, Kazakhstan, Taiwan, Kota Kinabalu in Eastern Malaysia. = I wanted to run a marathon in late September, but my ankle makes that too hard. So, I want to visit Mongolia, Kazakhstan, Taiwan, or Kota Kinabalu in East Malaysia instead.
I would be free 5day if that has short terms vacation. I just go around one city or two cities. My colleges of mine recommend me to go to Taiwan on October. = If I take a short vacation, I'll have about five free days, which is enough to explore one or two cities. My colleagues recommended visiting Taiwan in October.
KK in Malaysia is the place to rest with family. I told to them that I would make family there. = They mentioned that Kota Kinabalu is a great place to relax with family, so I jokingly told them I might start a family there!
They told me to be kidnapped , organ trafficking and just be dumped just bones in Island of Jeju. = They teasingly told me to just get kidnapped for organ trafficking, or just end up as a skeleton on Jeju Island.
They worried about me. = Honestly, they were just worried about me.
NOTE: It is completely valid to feel exhausted when physical recovery and mental burnout overlap, and taking time to rest, move your body, and look forward to traveling is a wonderful way to rebuild your energy and spirit. |