1. blind date
2. grandson
3. retrospect

My blind date plan is over. = My blind date plans are completely over.

A coworker of mine has a Vietnamese wife. He recommended me to go on a blind date with his wife's cousin. At Last Thursday night. Seriously, he told me. Not kidding. I imagined my grandsons, granddaughter at thd night. = A coworker of mine who has a Vietnamese wife recommended that I go on a blind date with his wife's cousin. Last Thursday night, he was completely serious about it. He was not kidding at all. That night, I was already imagining my future grandsons and granddaughters.

Next dsy, I sent my pictures and I got her pictures. She is 20s. So I'm looking forward to the news from him for 6 days. I haven't heard news for 6 days yet. = The next day, I sent her my pictures and received her pictures in return. She is in her 20s. Because of that, I spent the next six days looking forward to hearing back from her. But for six days, there was nothing but silence.

Today, I heard that she has a boyfriend. He told me that he look for new one. = Then today, I finally heard the truth: she already has a boyfriend. My coworker told me he would look for someone else for me.

This situation is for me so familiar. But it is difficult to be familiar. = This situation is all too familiar to me. But honestly, it’s the kind of thing you never truly get used to.

Which, in retrospect, many people did me that... Hope = Looking back, so many people have done this exact same thing to me... giving me false hope.

I am too old to believe in hope. = Maybe I am just too old to believe in hope anymore.

Should I ask a = the Singaporean friend of mine whom I used to have feelings for to introduce me to her sister?

Should I ask a Philippines GayGay friend of mine in De La Salle University whom I used to have video chat for to introduce his EX- girlfriend? = Or should I ask a gay friend of mine from the Philippines, the one from De La Salle University whom I used to video chat with, to introduce me to his ex-girlfriend?

NOTE: That is a massive emotional roller coaster to go through. But let me share a positive story later. About a possible blind date. ^^