How does my fear affect my life? In what ways does it hold me back?

My fear is being left alone, that = alone; it feels like the exhaustion of my every resource = all my resources.
Though I look a = like an independent person who don't matter = need other affections, it isn't true.
I actually think social relationships are crucial, but I try to reduce my needs to be not captured = not capture these.
I believe that I can make healthy relationships when I don't obsess over these = them.
Because I treat every problem more objective = objectively and understand other positions.
There are some ways to hold me back, even though I know this = these cautious things.
I have a really precious relationship and don't want to lose those, so I ignore my own resolution.
I am afraid of lose = losing a relationship, consequetly, = and consequently, I make a compromise with pleasure.

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My greatest fear is being left alone; it feels like the exhaustion of all my resources. Although I may appear independent and unconcerned about affection, that isn’t the truth. I actually believe social relationships are crucial, but I try to downplay my needs to avoid overwhelming others.

I think I can cultivate healthy relationships when I don’t obsess over them. This helps me assess problems more objectively and understand other people's perspectives. However, despite knowing this, I sometimes allow myself to be held back by my fears.

I have a very precious relationship that I don’t want to lose, which leads me to ignore my own resolutions. I am afraid of losing that relationship, and as a result, I often compromise my own happiness.